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Dec. 24th, 2019 07:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kahluagalskipped going to the extended family dinner (brother in law's family) because I broke down crying, and can't do social and can't handle the Pity the Widow stares.
Fuck you Andy, for doing this. You should be here, and you drank yourself to death. I wish I had never met it. It wasn't worth it, and he's the cause of this pain, and I will get through this and will be thankful to erase him from my memory.
What a toxic shell of a person. Whenever I think I'm broken, I come across someone who truly, truly is. I'm sorry his life was so miserable - taken care of financially, a second lease on life post cancer, family daughter and friends that adored him, and a girlfriend - and he chose to drown his misery.
Fuck. Him.
Fuck you Andy, for doing this. You should be here, and you drank yourself to death. I wish I had never met it. It wasn't worth it, and he's the cause of this pain, and I will get through this and will be thankful to erase him from my memory.
What a toxic shell of a person. Whenever I think I'm broken, I come across someone who truly, truly is. I'm sorry his life was so miserable - taken care of financially, a second lease on life post cancer, family daughter and friends that adored him, and a girlfriend - and he chose to drown his misery.
Fuck. Him.
