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Feb. 6th, 2022 10:28 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I continue to sell anything that I had with my life with Dead Drunk Boyfriend.
Light stands
the desk
Shitty lamp
Book case
pasta maker
Eventually the mattress, only when I find something 'good enough' I can sell.
I enjoy thinking how miserable he'd be knowing I have erased every aspect of him. My goal is to be rich enough to thrive and forget his name and that he ever touched me.
looking around I don't see much of what we had left. I still have a note somewhere in my phone of his pathetic "I have a right to drink and do drugs". What a fucking liar, all these broken boy soldiers. I can't waste any more time with anyone. I've identified a few feminist groups out west, so my plan is to minimize buying anything new (not that I do, anyway, without thinking, "could I sell this in less than a year". And then walk the fuck away from this rotten crap town.
My goal is the west, and then international relocation within three years. the only thing I will ever care about is getting rich enough to travel.
The relationships, the 'find a team and a company', work to make a difference? These past 2 years have shown me we have limited time so I a) need to get investing, and b) identify the places I want to travel, and escape to a place of safety with renewable resources.
Everything is about to get much, much, darker, and I do NOT want to be distracted by anything or anyone while I get out.
Light stands
the desk
Shitty lamp
Book case
pasta maker
Eventually the mattress, only when I find something 'good enough' I can sell.
I enjoy thinking how miserable he'd be knowing I have erased every aspect of him. My goal is to be rich enough to thrive and forget his name and that he ever touched me.
looking around I don't see much of what we had left. I still have a note somewhere in my phone of his pathetic "I have a right to drink and do drugs". What a fucking liar, all these broken boy soldiers. I can't waste any more time with anyone. I've identified a few feminist groups out west, so my plan is to minimize buying anything new (not that I do, anyway, without thinking, "could I sell this in less than a year". And then walk the fuck away from this rotten crap town.
My goal is the west, and then international relocation within three years. the only thing I will ever care about is getting rich enough to travel.
The relationships, the 'find a team and a company', work to make a difference? These past 2 years have shown me we have limited time so I a) need to get investing, and b) identify the places I want to travel, and escape to a place of safety with renewable resources.
Everything is about to get much, much, darker, and I do NOT want to be distracted by anything or anyone while I get out.