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May. 30th, 2022 03:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kahluagalI am doing house projects. Want to see a movie later... [...] If seeing me is weird, it's ok.
WHO HANGS OUT WITH THEIR EXES LIKE THIS? Just casually going to a movie with the person who broke your heart?
The best part? When we were having a heated discussion about relationships and moving in together, he said 'we're not there yet'. So I get to throw that back in his face.
He didn't even remember that we had had that discussion, or even that he had invited me to the part of a friend of his where we had it. It's like he doesn't remember half of 'us' for most of this.
He's going through a rough patch but that's none of my concern. Too much hurt and I'll never heal and have to get off this rollercoaster and concentrate on the new hobbies I want, and when I'm lonely a) go to meetups to get my fill of social interaction, and b) one day I won't be single (or not) and I can live without the physical connection because I need the emotional connection more.
Fuck romance, fuck sex - give me a person who can make me laugh and give me a hug.
WHO HANGS OUT WITH THEIR EXES LIKE THIS? Just casually going to a movie with the person who broke your heart?
The best part? When we were having a heated discussion about relationships and moving in together, he said 'we're not there yet'. So I get to throw that back in his face.
He didn't even remember that we had had that discussion, or even that he had invited me to the part of a friend of his where we had it. It's like he doesn't remember half of 'us' for most of this.
He's going through a rough patch but that's none of my concern. Too much hurt and I'll never heal and have to get off this rollercoaster and concentrate on the new hobbies I want, and when I'm lonely a) go to meetups to get my fill of social interaction, and b) one day I won't be single (or not) and I can live without the physical connection because I need the emotional connection more.
Fuck romance, fuck sex - give me a person who can make me laugh and give me a hug.
