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[kahluagal]

a never ending list of things to do and no physical energy to get it done.  i have never been this exhausted before and now need a morning and afternoon nap.  I feel like I am the cliche of the vulnerable older women and I am very scared about the future not to mention the present.

Am I going to end up alone and trip and fall, and end up dying and nobody notice I'm going until it's too late?