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Aaron revealed his dad was emotionally and physically abusive to his sister and him.  It explains so much behavior.  It's the person I attract and don't want to any longer.  I really have to find a therapist so I can wean myself off of him and avoid all the damaged people.  He too clearly has anger management problems.

My goal is to find a sweet, stable, creative girl and to leave New York.  Nothing else matters.  A new job and hobbies, but I need to back away from yet another lost boy.  I have no interest in saving him and in the end, if he knew how to talk to me I wouldn't be this upset. I tried to console him after a fight with his sister but he can't be consoled and gets livid.  I don't want that in my life.

Fuck these people.  There's a wonderful woman out there for me.  I just have to find her.