TO BE ALONE, PLEASE.
Sep. 13th, 2018 04:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kahluagalHe will spend hours and hours with his 'band mates' working on the same goddamn music for his 'demo'. In the 6+ years we've been together he hasn't worked or really paid for anything. Sure there's a fancy dinner here or there - his parents set up a trust fund when he got cancer, and he's been living off the dividends. Sometimes he'll look for work, but mostly it's one of his two bands.
I'm fucking tired of men.
I would LOVE to get a great job and travel and not live with anyone. I'm done.
So now I get to decide between any job that pays less that might keep me happy, and a pays more but I have to travel for work consulting. Find a way to take classes and do networking, minimize contact with him, starting making friends with women my age so that when I leave him I have a team to help me leave.
I would love to give him an ultimatum until December and then if he doesn't have full time work by then, find another place to live, give notice and walk way. I would miss him and I need a partner for emotional companionship but I'm fucking DONE and would prefer a girlfriend at this point or to be alone.
I'm fucking tired of men.
I would LOVE to get a great job and travel and not live with anyone. I'm done.
So now I get to decide between any job that pays less that might keep me happy, and a pays more but I have to travel for work consulting. Find a way to take classes and do networking, minimize contact with him, starting making friends with women my age so that when I leave him I have a team to help me leave.
I would love to give him an ultimatum until December and then if he doesn't have full time work by then, find another place to live, give notice and walk way. I would miss him and I need a partner for emotional companionship but I'm fucking DONE and would prefer a girlfriend at this point or to be alone.
